Yes, another new job

So ja I got another job - one year exactly after the first 'new' job and six months after that.
I am not a Business Development manager for Web and online media. So ja its been another wild ride. To be honest im extremly tired. Im sitting here and wishing i was in bed - this is no good. Iv been getting mjor grief from my report line manager - who is basicly the traffic manager about how im not 'hyper' enough and I need to 'go get em' but im cold calling and its hard, i know i sound like a cry baby. but this is hard cold calling - feel sorry for me pls.